Chapter 496: Tormented by the Past

ays uneasy, always fearing that Qin Jingwen might have an accident, so he had to persuade 。Chu Yang continued speaking. 。"Wenwen, now there are two paths laid out before you. 。One is to completely s...Qiao Liang's words left Qin Lan speechless.

He had said that their relationship had never broken over all these years. Qin Lan wanted to believe it but was afraid. 。

For over twenty years, everything has changed. Can she still believe Qiao Liang hasn't changed Can she still believe that love from back then still exists

“I don’t feel well now, and I don’t want to argue with you about these things,”

How are you doing, I hope I haven't been a bother. 。Qin Lan avoided the previous topic, but no matter what, their conversations always seemed to circle back to things that happened over twenty years ago. 。"How could you say I'm adding trouble to you, Qin Lan Even if we can't go back to the past, that child is also mine..." 。It was only natural for me to take care of her, it wasn't a bother at all. 。Jo Liang felt helpless about Qin Lan's distant attitude and was confused by her constant avoidance of the topic. 。"Qin Lan, I still want to acknowledge Jingyi as my child" 。I want this child to call me father. 。"This child means something different to me, I want to…" "I want to, I want to hear her call me mother too." 。But are you and I qualified Are you and I worthy of hearing this child call us mother and father" Qin Lan interrupted Qiao Liang softly, not wanting himself and Qiao Liang to live so selfishly. 。" Qiao Liang, I have the same idea as you, and I understand your feelings. 。But you have to think of the child. 。Although standing in her perspective, her parents have passed away, she has fulfilling memories and a happy childhood. 。She has loving parents and a sister who cares for her. 。These are all important to her. 。"We suddenly blurted out her background story, and all of this vanished. " 。She would feel that her previous happiness was all an illusion, thinking she was a pitiful child who was unwanted. 。"Just forget about it, knowing she's your daughter is enough." 。Never speak the truth for the rest of your life. 。Qin Lan thought from Qin Jingyi's perspective and from Qin Jingwen's perspective. 。

The two children are already pitiful enough, she can't let them suffer any further.

"I know it's selfish of me to think this way, but I can't help the urge. 。Seeing the child right in front of me but unable to recognize him, this feeling is really agonizing. 。Joe Liang knew better than anyone that he didn't deserve to be Qin Jingyi's father, but he couldn't control the intense longing in his heart. 。This child is the continuation of their love, a beautiful encounter even after forty years, and also a crystallization of love witnessed by her and Qin Lan. 。When Qiao Liang is alone, he always thinks about how to make things perfect and how to prevent everyone from getting hurt. 。He wants a happy family, he wants a wife and children, he wants sons-in-law and daughters-in-law, he wants daughters and sons-in-law, and most of all, he wants two lovely grandsons. 。No matter how he thought about it, he couldn't find a shred of hope for this perfect ending. 。"Knowing you're going through a lot, we older folks can handle this kind of hardship..." 。We have an easier time with children. 。Qin Lan understood Qiao Liang's feelings. She herself had looked at her daughter but couldn't recognize her, and she knew how agonizing it was. 。But from the very beginning, they were wrong. When you're wrong, you have to accept the consequences and punishment. 。This was destined to happen, they had no other choice. 。Joe Liang fell silent, saying nothing more. 。He could bear the hardship, but he longed for his family to be reunited and happy. 。After all, things can't be hidden forever. 。Overseas 。Qin Jingwen sat alone on the sofa in the living room, holding her phone and staring into space. 。Just had a phone call with Qin Jingyi, and found out Uncle Qiao went out. 。Qin Jingwen believes Zhou Shu can take good care of Qin Jingyi, but she can't help but worry. 。Worried that Jingyi would be lonely alone, she would think of her aunt and them. 。"It's so late, why aren't you asleep yet" 。 Qiao Shunchen's voice pulled Qin Jingwen back from her daze. 。She didn't even know Qiao Shunchen had come in, but she was so worried about Qin Jingyi. 。Just got off the phone with Jingyi, she's not tired yet. 。Qin Jingwen spoke in a low voice, then got up from the sofa. 。Is Jìngyí also very happy As an aunt, to have such a nephew must be proud. 。Joe Shun-chen was still immersed in Joe Zi-xuan's good performance. No matter who he talked to at home, he would think of Xuanxuan's excellence. 。If he remembered correctly, he had never been this flustered before. 。He wasn't the kind of leader who was cold and unfeeling like a "cold-faced Yama" in the company, but he was certainly a high-cold, domineering, and serious leader. 。Since being with Qin Jingwen and the two children, he feels that all his previous rules are gone. 。Who is to blame for this change 。But no matter who was at fault, Qiao Shunchen seemed to enjoy it. 。"Well, it's nice to 。

By the way, Jingyi said that Uncle went to City C to see an old friend and will be back in a few days.

Qin Jingwen casually mentioned Qiao Liang going out, not knowing if Qiao Shunchen knew. 。“Oh... he does have old friends in City C.” 。"

Joe Sun thought about it, it seemed like he had been there before, nothing strange.

" 。But then he realized why Qin Jingwen had been staring blankly when she first arrived. 。"I wonder if Jing Yi is okay being alone at home" Qiao Shunchen asked, looking at Qin Jingwen's melancholy face, already knowing the answer. 。 "A little worried" 。Qin Jingwen did not deny 。Joe Shunchen faintly raised the corner of his mouth, didn't continue talking, but directly took out his mobile phone and dialed Joe Yu. 。The phone call connected. 。"Sis, if you don't have anything to do at home, come over to mine. Jingyi is all alone at home, she's too embarrassed to tell Uncle Zhou if something happens." 。"Dad" Joe asked casually, wondering why there was only Jingyi at home. 。He went to City C to see his friend, and only Jing Yi was left at home. 。" Qiao Shunchen still couldn't call out "Dad". 。Then I'll go there in the evening, you guys don't have to worry, just accompany Xuanxuan well during the competition. 。Joe Yu didn't even know her father wasn't home, but she was willing to go back and accompany Qin Jingyi. 。As soon as Qiao Shunchen hung up the phone, Qin Jingwen came to his side and nestled in his arms. 。It's good to have you, with you I don't have to worry about anything. 。Qin Jing spoke softly, her voice low and gentle. All she had ever wanted was this feeling. 。 。... not strive to be a strong woman who shoulders everything alone ... 。Although the things she did today were small, they were enough to make her feel a different kind of warmth. 。"You can totally be a little housewife at home, you can never worry about anything for the rest of your life." 。With me, you can enjoy yourself to the fullest. 。But you insist on being self-reliant, on forging your own path. 。" Qiao Shunchen complained a little, but still reached out and hugged Qin Jingwen. 。He likes that Qin Jingwen relies on him, and he enjoys the feeling of being her everything. 。"How dare I expect a lifetime together What if one day you don't like me anymore and we break up If that happens, by the time I'm old and withered, it will be too late to start over again. 。"Take advantage of your youth to give to your children, your family, and yourself..."

"Don't you believe that I will be with you for life"

Qiao Shunchen interrupted Qin Jingwen's words. He didn't expect that Qin Jingwen was still unable to rest assured and be with him

Qin Jingwen felt Qiao Shunchen's displeasure. She raised her head and looked at Qiao Shunchen, smiling faintly. That kind of smile hung on Qin Jingwen's face, looking comforting to see. 。"It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that things change all the time and no one can predict the future." 。When I was a surrogate, I never thought I'd meet you. 。Of course, no one can guarantee that we'll be together forever. 。This is perfectly normal, don't take my words to heart. 。"What Qin Jingwen said is true. When two people get married, they all make promises of love and commitment forever, but divorces are common. " 。This is the fact, this is the time and place. What to say when 。Qin Jingwen believed that she had a heavy burden and could not live without purpose. 。She must be prepared in every way beforehand, so that she won't be overwhelmed by life when unexpected events happen. 。"It wasn't me overthinking, it was you. 。Even if we can't be together forever 。When we break up, I won't let you leave empty-handed. 。One Su Qin left, I gave her so much resettlement money. How could I bear to mistreat the woman I love 。Joe Shun-chen admitted that the world is impermanent, but he firmly believed that he and Qin Jingwen could make it to the end. 。In fact, Qin Jing is just overthinking things. She's worried about everything and Wen Qi can only appease her to make her feel at ease. 。Then I really have to thank you for not forgetting that I am the woman you once loved. Since you said so, I don't have to worry 。

No matter what, money always provides a way out.

"Qin Jingwen smiled even brighter, but she didn't know if Qiao Shunchen would have the same mindset on the day they actually broke up. Whether she would be more important to him back then than Su Qin." 。Ye Wen has quite a few things on her mind these days. Although she decided not to give up after listening to Song Yi En's words, there are many things she can't make up her mind about. 。Before she had something to deal with, she would ask Su Qin to analyze it for her. But ever since she found out that Su Qin took advantage of her, she hasn't contacted Su Qin at all. 。He wanted to make it seem like nothing had happened, to secretly use Su Qin for his own gain, but he was also afraid that she would ruin his plans and become the ultimate beneficiary in a power struggle between others. 。Ye Wen was also troubled about whether to help Jonny get Qin Jingwen's attention. She hesitated, wondering if Qin Jingwen wouldn't even look at Jonny at all. 。Joe Shun-chen and Jonny... seem to be incomparable. 。How could Qin Jingwen possibly give up on being with Qiao Shunchen and Jonny 。Another is to help those who don't deserve it, and they are very likely to suffer the consequences of their actions. 。When the time comes and her past is revealed, Qiao Shunchen won't even care about their old feelings anymore. 。What can be done, what can be done, who can give her an answer, who can help her think of a solution 。Ye Wen pondered for a while, and finally she decided to call Jonny first and comfort him, so as not to cause any trouble. 。Found Jonny's phone number from the blacklist and then called it. 。You can just leave without even saying hello, and when I call you, you turn off your phone. 。What do you mean, are you testing my patience 。“ Jonny’s opening attitude was extremely vicious, he was harboring a lot of resentment inside. ” 。"No..." "No what Ye Wen, I've seen through you." 。You are a woman with a cruel heart. 。You don't have to tell me, but you should always say goodbye to your child. 。"These days she cries every day wanting to find you. You just let her cry and hurt like this, didn't you"

Jonny was getting agitated. Thinking about the poor child, he even wanted to yell at Ye Wen.

"No, listen to me explain" 。My mom suddenly got sick and was hospitalized. I rushed back and didn't have time to say hello to you. 。I didn't just fail to greet you, I didn't even have time to tell my few friends. Things happened so suddenly and I was both scared and worried, so I didn't get a chance to 。"

Ye Wen explained that for now, she could only continue to lie that her mother was sick in order to deceive Jonny

First, we need to calm him down and make sure he doesn't say anything rash. 。> Luo Zhenghao was a little confused by Qin Jingwen's sudden question, but he still replied cheerfully to Qin Jingwen. 。"It's fine, I'm going home now anyway. Didn't expect to run into you" 。"If you h...