Chapter 201

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This was the first time he had forcefully taken a woman, and things were strange that night.

"Xueru, don't cry," Tang Shuwen coaxed her gently and patiently. Chen Xueru stopped crying and was surprised by his sudden pause; she thought even if she didn’t want to, he would continue.

Gu Rui had also acted this way before, and she assumed all men were the same.

She knew it was very painful for a man to suppress his desire.

Turning her head to look at Tang Shuwen, under the dim lighting, there was anxiety and tenderness in his deep eyes. There was no anger or disappointment, only comforting sympathy towards her.

A sour pain welled up in Chen Xueru’s heart.

Was he truly worried about her

Tears welled up in her eyes; since the death of her parents, only her aunt had cared for her. No one else had ever done so.

Tang Shuwen's actions warmed her heart.

Although she didn’t understand why he would let her go even though he was usually domineering, it didn’t matter now; the outcome moved her deeply.

Seeing her eyes mist up with tears, Tang Shuwen’s heart stirred slightly. He lowered his body and kissed her tear-filled eyes. Chen Xueru blinked, her long eyebrows brushing across his lips like a tiny electric shock that made him even more aroused.

"Don't look at a man this way; he will devour you," Tang Shuwen whispered hoarsely. Chen Xueru was stunned as his kisses fell sporadically on her lips and cheeks but didn’t go further.

She could feel his hot breath brushing against her face, the heat emanating from him, and she knew what he was pressing against her side with his body.

His voice seemed to be hiding some kind of emotion. Chen Xueru felt fear but also an inexplicable sweetness.

No matter who it is, being treated and cherished like this would feel sweet.

Even though this man had hurt her before.

"I'm sorry..." For some reason, Chen Xueru suddenly said "sorry." Perhaps because she hadn't satisfied him or maybe because she was telling him that she was sexually frigid and might not be able to give him what he wanted in their future marital life.

A sexless marriage is a sentence of its own end; no reason needed.

No one could bear with a sexually frigid wife. Perhaps, she should have been honest about it earlier because she really hated this fact and the marriage wouldn't last long anyway as he wouldn’t be able to handle it.

While sex wasn't everything in a marriage, it was an indispensable part of it.

If you compare marriage to a dish, sex is like salt. A dish without salt is hard to swallow.

"Are you stupid Why are you apologizing" Tang Shuwen pursed his lips and lay down; he wouldn’t force her or be unhappy about this matter because it was her own fault in the first place, so who could she blame

Urbane novel "Tang Shuwen, if…" Chen Xueru felt that she needed to be honest. There was nothing to hide about this issue anyway; once or twice he didn’t feel anything but eventually, he would get tired of it. If that were the case, it might as well start with her being upfront: "I'm very… against this."

Tang Shuwen gave a self-deprecating laugh, “Is it because of me”

"No!" Chen Xueru anxiously held his hand. "I dated Gu Rui before and he always said I was sexually frigid like a dead fish, very uninteresting. He got fed up with me soon enough; him not wanting me felt quite easy for me too. Every time we did this, all I wanted was to be done with it because I felt very awkward and painful. He…he made me see a psychologist but I didn’t want to, which led to many arguments. I think..."

"Enough! Don't talk anymore." Tang Shuwen abruptly stopped her; Chen Xueru jumped in surprise before laughing at herself mockingly. Indeed, he was angry too because no one could bear with a sexually frigid wife.

Moreover, he knew about her relationship with Gu Rui, and talking about it so straightforwardly on his bed would certainly infuriate him to the point of embarrassment. Men are all clean freaks; regardless of how many women they’ve had before them, they think their wives should belong solely to one man.

Tang Shuwen turned on the bedside lamp; Chen Xuero had a pale face and was biting her lip tightly, seemingly enduring some humiliation. Seeing the anger in his eyes, Chen Xuero thought he would罵她 like Gu Rui did, or perhaps even divorce her… She didn't know what he wanted to say but she knew that he was very angry.

His gaze was malevolent and full of rage; seeing Chen Xuero's appearance made him feel a pang in his heart. He reached out to stroke her lips gently, saying, "Don't bite your lip, I'm not mad at you."

He was angry with Gu Rui. Chen Xuero had only been with one man—Gu Rui—and he knew that they had been in love back then. He thought Gu Rui would treat her well, but the reality turned out to be different.

Chen Xuero said that on that night, Gu Rui asked her to replace Han Bi, which was why she ended up being given to Carlo and later to him; when she was still his woman, this kind of subhuman act he could do. How much humiliation did Xueruo endure while by his side

He had investigated the matter, and it turned out exactly as Chen Xuero said. Therefore, his prejudice against her disappeared, and gradually, he started to notice her beauty.

This bastard Gu Rui not only failed to cherish her but also hurt her so badly.

Because of her sexual aversion, she had to see a psychologist, and it turned out that he was even more cruel than that. Just thinking about this made his heart ache.

If Xuero had met him from the start, he would never have let her suffer such humiliation or make her raise their child alone for years in hardship.

Tang Shuwen was startled by his own thoughts.

When did he start thinking of treating her well

Knowing about the injustice she had endured, he actually wanted to kill Gu Rui.

Chen Xuero released her lip; Tang Shuwen pecked at her lips. "Listen, don't think too much. I'm not angry with you, Xueruo. I admit that in the past, I misunderstood you. The past is the past, true or false doesn't matter anymore. Perhaps it was my mistake to have treated you badly."

Chen Xuero didn't quite understand Tang Shuwen's intentions; Tang Shuwen held her hand and said, "Gu Rui is a bastard, of course from your perspective I'm not much better. Forget what either of us said before."

She was even more bewildered by Tang Shuwen’s words and didn't understand his meaning at all.

"What exactly do you want to say" Chen Xueru asked.

Tang Shuwen pondered for a moment, organizing her thoughts, pursing her lips as she thought for a while. "Since we're now husband and wife, and you've given birth to my child, our lives are inevitably intertwined. Although you can't love me right away and I still haven’t forgotten Zhao Yuning, since we’re married, it means we’ll spend the rest of our lives together. Can we forget about everything from before and start anew"

"You…" Chen Xueru looked at him in surprise. "Didn’t you hate me very much"

"I think I was wrong," Tang Shuwen admitted her mistake frankly, gently tapping her nose. "Forget about that bastard."

The indulgence in his eyes made her feel as if she were falling into the web he had woven, and Chen Xueru couldn't help but be a little frightened; there were many things she still hadn’t figured out why his attitude had changed so much.

He seemed to have read her thoughts and said after some consideration. "Think of it for our Xiao Nian’s sake; you wouldn't want him to see that his parents are just pretending to be a family."

"But…" Chen Xueru bit her lip in difficulty, Tang Shuwen's expression darkened. "Don’t you want to try"

Winning the affection of a woman was something he had confidence in.

However, perhaps Xu Rui still held a place in Chen Xueru’s heart.

Chen Xueru didn't know how to respond; her heart felt warm but thinking about her coldness, she felt as if ice water was being poured over her. Did Tang Shuwen not understand what she had said

"Tang Shuwen, I heard that a marriage without physical intimacy won’t be happy, and you will eventually grow tired of this kind of life; we are bound to part ways sooner or later... I want to wait until Xiao Nian is more懂事…"

He suddenly smiled, she stopped speaking, looking at him in puzzlement. Why was he smiling

He grabbed her hand and kissed it lightly against his lips. "Foolish woman, no woman is born cold-hearted; sexual relations between a man and woman are beautiful things. I’m sorry for having given you such an unpleasant experience before. All I can say is that if a man cannot bring you to orgasm or even makes you dislike this, he’s not up to the task, it has nothing to do with you, don’t say you’re cold-hearted."al; no one had stopped by the car. Kaka narrowed his eyes, which indicated that the killer had already planted a bomb in the vehicle beforehand, waiting for the opportunity to act. Even though it was...