Chapter 515

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Asking such questions would only embarrass him.

Kaka wasn't really as cold-hearted as he appeared; he didn't want to hurt Fang Jiaqi either, but he also didn't want to give her any hope. He had always believed that Fang Jiaqi understood his feelings because she too once deeply loved someone.

In this life, it was him who owed Fang Jiaqi. If only he hadn't been inexperienced back then and if he hadn't traveled for Chu Chu's sake, perhaps Fang Jiaqi would now have a child and a very happy family.

It was his fault that he had ruined Fang Jiaqi's life.

In the past, he had simulated what might have happened under different circumstances. If nothing had gone wrong with Chu Chu and if he himself had been in charge, there would actually have been a way to escape unharmed; they wouldn't all have lost their lives for no reason. However, since he wasn't present at the scene, it was only through phone calls that they coordinated, leading them to miss a dark wall that could have been an escape route. Had he been there in person, they would have managed to flee.

This was Kaka's first and only failure in his career with the First Terror Organization.

It was also the greatest regret of his life.

Hence, over the past decade or so, he had given Fang Jiaqi everything she desired.

He never imagined that she would take their act seriously.

Though he wasn't completely insensitive to her feelings and did notice them, he gradually distanced himself from her in recent years. He was more cautious with his words and actions, not giving her any hope, and also letting her know there was someone else in his heart, cutting off her hopes.

He thought she would understand him.

Evidently, he had been mistaken.

"Jiaqi, it seems we can't continue this," Kaka said. If they hadn’t brought up the issue, perhaps they could have continued to pretend, but since it had been mentioned, there was no need to proceed further.

The goddess dreams of love, while Xiangwang is indifferent.

Fang Jiaqi's expression changed, "You... you want to break up with me"

"Break up" Kaka looked at Fang Jiaqi with a laugh, "Jiaqi, do we really need such words between us From the start, I made it clear that I wouldn’t fall in love with you. If you’re unwilling now and want to end this midway, I won't blame you."

They had never been together well; how could they call it a breakup

Fang Jiaqi sat silently, her face filled with sorrow. Kaka walked over, placed his hand on her head, and gently stroked it, "Jiaqi, I’ve always treated you sincerely. In this lifetime, the person I owe the most is you and Wu Shuang. As for Wu Shuang, I can no longer repay what I owe her, but I hope that I can repay my debt to you by giving you happiness. Back then, perhaps I was too reckless and didn't think it through before involving you in this matter. I never imagined the situation would be like this today...

"Are you blaming me for being fickle" Fang Jiaqi asked coldly.

He hadn’t expected this He hadn’t expected her to fall in love with him, and he had thought she would only ever love the deceased person all her life. Undeniably, she did indeed have feelings, but that person was already dead; she also wanted a chance for herself to be happy.

"That’s not what I meant," Kaka explained, "We are both rational people with similar personalities. At first, I thought even if it were just pretend, you wouldn’t actually do anything. Besides, you loved Ah Fei so much."

After pausing for a moment, he continued, "You’re still young and talented; leaving me might open up another world of opportunities for you, and you would live well. I hope that you can be happy again, which would lessen my sense of guilt."

No one blamed him for what happened in the past, but he had always been filled with self-reproach.

"What if I want to marry you"

"Impossible," Kaka said. "If you hadn’t brought it up, perhaps I would have considered it, but now that it’s out in the open, it's best not to proceed, or else it would only waste your time."

He didn't want to owe Fang Jiaqi anymore.

"As for emotions, I don’t feel that I have ever owed you anything, Jiaqi. The only thing I owe you is A Fei; I can neither give you back a living him nor a happy family. But when it comes to feelings, my conscience is clear." Kaka said, and he had always been clear about this.

Fang Jiaqi was speechless. She knew that what Kaka said was the truth. It was precisely because it was true that it hurt so much. Why did the man she loved have such a heart of stone

He loved Wu Shuang to no end; if he hadn't been in love with Wu Shuang, shouldn’t he have been moved by her over these years

She was such an excellent person and had the charm of beauty. It wasn't hard for Kaka to be attracted to her.

But she was late.

In matters of love, he was later than Wu Shuang.

The dazzling woman had taken away all his affection already.

He couldn’t give her even a single bit, not even sympathy.

"I’m tired. We can talk about this another time," Fang Jiaqi said softly and walked out of the bedroom without heeding Kaka’s objections. She didn't want to end things with Kaka.

Playing a role, she had done so for over ten years; she was already used to this stage.

She was accustomed to the audience below the stage and to the people who were her opponents on stage, and to the applause from the audience. She was attached to this stage and could no longer return to her old self.

Life is so tragic.

Kaka frowned but didn't pressure Fang Jiaqi. The stone he had been carrying in his heart finally fell. Ever since he realized Fang Jiaqi's feelings for him, he had already decided to cut ties with her.

Fang Jiaqi was also a smart woman. She could see Kaka’s thoughts and preferred to pretend she didn’t know, hiding her emotions well so that he wouldn't notice them. He truly felt guilty towards her, hence not wanting to hurt her.

He always wanted to talk things out with her to prevent her from getting more deeply involved, but there never seemed to be an opportunity.

Fang Jiaqi wasn’t giving him one either; even now when it had come to this point, she didn't want to face the situation or settle their issues.

How much better would things have been if that incident from years ago never happened

Now was not the time to think about what could have been.

Fallen back on his bed, tired and weighed down with thoughts, Kaka’s heart ached. Talking to Fang Jiaqi had triggered the pain of old wounds that he rarely recalled—today, it starkly reminded him of his mistakes from years ago.

Because of this negligence, for all subsequent responsibilities he took on, he never trusted anyone else with them; afraid history would repeat itself.

Even when something major happened in the First Terrorist Organization, he didn’t feel as fatigued as he did now.

Suddenly, he really wanted to talk to Wushuang.

Picking up his phone, he dialed her number but found that she had turned it off.

He raised an eyebrow. Her phone was destroyed when they were in London, and later on, the First Terrorist Organization provided a new one for her. She rarely turned her phone off unless she was on a mission.

Perhaps she’s busy then. things further..."Kaka obeyed.Wushuang said with certainty, he knew what it meant.Pretending to be confused, she looked at Kaka. He was the man with the best self-control that she had ever seen; even...