564 Kaka Goodbye
st, Kaka didn't love my sister either. She passed away when he was only thirteen—too young to understand anything. He probably just used her as a shield. As for why, I don’t know; Kaka never talks abo...564 Kakak, Goodbye
His memory seemed to go back ten years to New Year's Eve. On that night, Wushuang was also like this, saying "I like you" under such splendid fireworks. Her eyes were bright like the stars in the sky, as if they contained countless stars, beautiful and dazzling.
Memories and reality seemed to overlap.
So beautiful, like a rose blooming in the morning dew, like the most brilliant pearl. This Wushuang with such splendor, belongs only to his own Wushuang.
Ten years!
Wushuang gave ten years of her youth to him. Ten years ago, she said she liked him, and he outright rejected her; now, after another decade, when she says it again, can he reject her Does he want to reject her How many decades has Wushuang wasted
And what does he have to offer her
In these ten years, how much heartache did he give her She was so strong and invincible yet was wounded deeply by him. Stubbornly waiting for him, waiting for a decade, now she actually says that she still likes him
Why ask again How much pride has Wushuang let go to allow herself to ask once more Kakak's heart is filled with pain.
...
What about him deserves her such devoted affection
"Wushuang..." Kakak's voice was hoarse.
Wushuang looked at him steadily, firm and beautiful. "You just need to answer whether you want me or not. I don't want to hear any more nonsense. If you have anything to say, wait until you've given your answer."
"I..." Kaka was about to speak when a voice from the side interrupted, "Nan Feng, Long Chengtian is here and wants to see Miss Wushuang. Ji Qi fainted in the operating room; do you want to go over and take a look"
Wushuang's brows slightly furrowed as Qinglong looked at them, noticing an odd atmosphere between them but hesitating to comment. Mo Wushuang silently gazed at Kaka, waiting for his decision.
The answer was not hard to say aloud.
"You go see Long Chengtian first." Kaka said, taking a step forward and holding Wushuang's hand, his strong hands seemingly transmitting power to her. "Tonight, I'll give you an answer; I promise."
"Why can't it be now" Wushuang asked solemnly. "Just one word if you want, two words if not."
She looked at Kaka and smiled slightly, asking, "I've waited for you for ten years; is it not worth giving me ten seconds of your time"
Kaka felt a sharp pain in his heart as though he were being tortured by a thousand knives. Wushuang simply stated a fact calmly, yet it cut him to the core, like an extreme punishment. He knew how painful she must be feeling too.
Wushuang pressed on, "For these ten years, I've been exhausted. I want an answer and an end; even if the result is not what I desire, I have done all that I can do and given everything I could give except for what you don't want. I want to put my heart into this love, having made every effort possible. If I cannot attain what I seek, I will be content with it. So, Kaka, please give me ten seconds."
If Kaka couldn't love her, it wouldn't be his fault; only proof that they were meant to be merely acquaintances.
"I'm sorry..." Kaka lowered his head and spoke in a heavy voice. His gaze did not meet Wushuang's as if he dared not look at the sorrow on her face.
Even after ten years, all that he could give to Wushuang was still only these three words: "I'm sorry."
He clenched his fists tightly.
He had a premonition that their entanglement would finally come to an end.
Proud as Wu Shuang, graceful as Wu Shuang, would not糾纏這份冇有結果的愛情. She gave him the best ten years of her life, from fifteen to twenty-five, the most splendid years of her youth were spent with him.
He was unlucky...
He thought he could end it later; he believed that Wu Shuang could continue pretending with him. But he forgot she is Wu Shuang. Ten years of lonely waiting had already exhausted all the love she had for him.
Wu Shuang smiled faintly, still gracefully overwhelming like before, her purple eyes shining brilliantly like a splendid light, gathering countless gracefulness. She stepped forward and gently circled his neck with both hands, softly touching his shoulder.
In that moment, everything was silent.
The Azure Dragon, infected by something unknown, did not make any noise to disturb them. Wu Shuang quietly allowed herself this final closeness, greedy for it: "Don't say sorry. This is not your fault. I knew long ago you didn’t love me. These ten years, I was forcefully pursuing a love that wasn't meant for me. It's my greediness. You not loving me isn't wrong."
Kaka's heart hurt intensely in an abnormal way, almost killing him; his face turned deathly pale.
He silently endured this pain caused by Wu Shuang.
Slightly tiptoeing, her lips kissed his lips. Her purple eyes lost themselves in a haze of beauty beyond compare: "Kaka, goodbye!"
This was the last time she would kiss him.
The only true expression of her feelings during these ten years happened on this day when they were completely ending their relationship. This one act of任性, please let him hear a heart that had beaten for him for ten years.
Starting from now, she would completely abandon this feeling. They could be relatives, friends, siblings, but not lovers anymore.
Although it took her ten years to see this truth clearly, Wu Shuang felt it was worth it.
Long ago, Ye Wei once asked her whether it was worth it to persist like this. Wu Shuang answered that there was no question of being worthwhile; the issue was whether she wanted to or not. But now, she could answer Ye Wei: It is worth it!
From age fifteen to twenty-five, during her most radiant years, even though Kaka did not reciprocate her feelings equally, this decade remained the happiest and most regret-free period of her life.
She believed that all her joys and sorrows, happiness and expectations, disappointments and despair were spent in these lonely yet blissful ten years.
In a tumultuous romantic career, she would cherish future tranquility and stability even more.
Kaka’s inability to love her left Wu Shuang feeling regrettable. It wasn’t because she wasn't good enough but rather that there was no destiny between them; the world didn't work on the principle of loving someone and getting that person in return. If Kaka could be happy, she believed she would wish him well.
For this relationship, she really gave everything she had. Even when old, if asked about it, she imagined herself telling a very tragic love story to some stranger under a tree. Perhaps she would forever cherish the memory on her own.
She was grateful to heaven for allowing her to meet the man she loved most in life during her best years and giving him all of her best.
She had no regrets about these ten years of resolute waiting.
Even if it led to this result.
Kaka, I just hope you remember that there was a woman who once loved you so deeply in this life.
Once deeply in love.
Chu Nanfeng, my Kaka...
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