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encumbered by commitments and had already lost her heart’s connection with another. If Kaka needed help, she would gladly assist him—just a matter of putting on an act.Kaka promised her that if she ev...973
Wu Shuang slowly crawled down and put her ear on his chest, still feeling the intense beating of his heart. She felt a deceptive sense of satisfaction in her heart. No matter how calmly she told Su Man that she could accept any outcome, when reality hit, she wasn't as strong as she thought. She couldn't really accept all terrible results; instead, she hoped for a miracle and Kaka would wake up.
"Kaka, I've waited for you ten years, and we're finally together. You want me to wait again Before it was just me waiting alone, now it's me and the child waiting together. Are you really heartless enough to do that Have you eaten your fill of me" Wu Shuang smiled gently.
"If you don't wake up from this sleep, how long will I have to wait for you"
"I'm not invincible; I only dare to show my vulnerable side in front of you. I'm afraid that Daddy and Mommy would worry about me, I'm afraid Xiao Bai and Mo Yao would lose focus due to me, I'm afraid our family members would be anxious over me. They think if you leave, I might take the child with me to find you." Wu Shuang's eyes were slightly moist as she smiled at Kaka.
"Would you let me and the child go find you I know you wouldn't want that. You said you loved me, from your eyes before you went unconscious, I could see if anything happened to you, you hoped I would live on and raise our child well. I know you won't want me and the child to leave together."
"But Kaka, many things are beyond my control. My thoughts follow yours into a deep slumber. If you truly left me, I don’t know if I could bear until I give birth." Wu Shuang’s voice was light and ethereal, with an ache that felt like sandpaper scraping.
"I’ve tried so hard to sleep, eat well, and maintain my nutrition; I follow the doctor's advice and listen to Uncle Baiye. But no matter how much effort I put in, I feel exhausted all day long and can’t fall asleep at night. Even sleeping pills are bad for the baby. During the day, I stay by your side, at night, I think of you. As soon as my eyes close, images of us together flash through my mind, like a movie."
"I've worked so hard, Kaka. I’ve loved you and waited for you for all these years, enduring pain and hopelessness for that long. Finally getting your love made me think we could be together forever, yet now you're leaving again. We grew up together but had little time to truly spend with each other. I once said that even if you only have one breath left in you, I want to hear you say 'I love you'. This is my comfort and happiness for the rest of my life, my pillar. You must feel like you're leaving me soon, so at the last moment, you wanted to tell me you loved me. Kaka, even if you said it, I couldn’t do anything about it. If you leave, my endless life will be over."
"If I truly take the child with me to find you, please don't blame me. I’m already incapable of doing more and have nowhere else to turn." Tears slowly fell down Wu Shuang's face, bitter tears.
How much she loves Kaka, perhaps no one can imagine.
This kind of feeling accumulates over time and has deeply penetrated her bones. She integrates her love for him into every aspect of her life; without Kaka, her life would be dark and dull, devoid of any attachment to living.
She knows that this is selfish.
But she really has tried her best.
She tries to live well but seems to be in constant opposition with fate. She eats and sleeps as hard as she can, hoping to preserve the child and give birth to it; yet day by day, her body grows weaker. Though she appears mentally strong, her physical condition is gradually deteriorating.
She knows that things are not going well for her.
"Kaka, if you don't want us to be reunited in the underworld, you must wake up," Wushuang suddenly spoke with determination. "I don’t care what kind of pain you’re suffering or whether you can hear me now; I just don’t care at all. All I care about is that you wake up. You have to wake up. I don't want to wait another ten years for a wedding only to attend your funeral."
"If it comes to that, I'd rather be reunited with my child in heaven."
Wushuang's tears slid down her cheeks. She felt so helpless and at a loss as to what else she could do; all she could do was stubbornly clutching Kaka’s clothes, forcing him to wake up, fearing that she might really never see Kaka again.
There wasn't much time left.
If he didn’t regain his senses soon, he would truly leave her forever.
She couldn’t bear it.
Moyao and Xiaobai came over originally to see Kaka. When they heard Wushuang's sobbing at the door, both of them couldn't help but stop in their tracks. Hearing such heart-wrenching words from her, their hearts ached with extreme pain.
Among these few kids, Wushuang had always been very strong and steadfast, maintaining her queen-like demeanor even when it came to love; she charged forward fearlessly. It was precisely because of this courage and tenacity that she obtained the love she desired.
This is what she deserves. Mo Baixue has always felt that the heavens have been unfair to Wu Shuang; her ten years of youth were spent chasing a Caca who was distant and elusive, confusing and ambiguous about their feelings, wasting Wu Shuang's precious decade.
After waiting for a wedding ceremony so patiently, she is now faced with an impending funeral.
Ten years in hell, one year in heaven, then back into eternal hell—no one could bear such pain and disparity. If she hadn't obtained anything to begin with, Wu Shuang wouldn't be this sorrowful and hopeless; but if she had gotten something only to lose it again, how would she face the future
Mu Baixue and Mo Yao did not disturb Wu Shuang's alone time with Caca. The two of them left the ward together. Mu Baixue wanted to accompany Mo Yao back to his room, but he wished to take a walk downstairs instead. Mu Baixue nodded in agreement, and they went for a stroll in the hospital garden. Although Mo Yao was not fully recovered from his injuries, this kind of walk did him good. The atmosphere between them remained solemn as they thought about Wu Shuang's words and Caca's condition.
Should anything happen to Caca, it would mean losing three family members at once.
They had already lost Linlin, Gu Baobao, and Mu Mu. Sen Sen's absence made their home incomplete; if they were to lose Wu Shuang and the child as well, how long would it take them to recover from such a shadow Would they ever be able to find happiness again
Suddenly, Mu Baixue hugged Mo Yao tightly, wanting to hold him so close that he was part of his very being, seemingly unconcerned about the impact on his back injuries.Are you trying to kill yourself If you want to die, I can help you with that, but why would you waste your own body"warm hadn't noticed that her tone somewhat resembled his wife's.In Ye Feimo's deep e...