Chapter 540

gether, while Long Chengtian pouted beside them. While sulking, he thought about his sister. Wushuang showed Long Chengtian Warmth’s profile; Long Chengtian glanced at her sideways and said, "You knew...Chapter 540

The weather in Riyadh is really unpleasant, with scorching heat all year round. When I encountered two rude policemen treating a woman driver badly on the street, I went back to the Su family compound and changed into short sleeves and a skirt, deliberately parading around provocatively. They chased me for an entire morning, and hearing police sirens everywhere made me feel incredibly good.

I drove alone to the beach; every time I see the sea, I think of Hailan. If Hailan were still alive, perhaps I would have ended my feelings for Kaka long ago and wouldn't compete with my sisters over men.

Thinking about Hailan naturally brings back memories of my nemesis.

I never understood why I fell in love with him. When there's something I can't figure out, I usually don't bother to think about it again.

A month has passed; he's been gone for a whole month, sincerely avoiding me and not giving any news. I'm desperate to know if he's doing well on the spy island, whether he's suffering or not

My world is now centered around just this one person, with nothing but him in my eyes and heart.

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I must be ill.

But I willingly stay sick like this forever.

March 17, 2015

Kaka, Kaka, Kaka...

I am not only sick but also mad. In the whole world, I recognize and think of only one person.

April 17, 2015

Today in Arabia, I met a handsome guy who is very good-looking. Boys from Arabia always have an appealing look to them. He said he liked me, but when I asked him what about me he liked, he said it was my body.

I instantly felt enraged and wanted to shoot him dead.

On second thought, liking someone's body implies possession. This also counts as affection, right Besides, I don't care if he likes my soul or not; it doesn’t matter to me whether he likes my body.

I am young, pretty, and have a great figure. It’s perfectly normal for him to like my physique.

The only person who genuinely cares about my soul doesn't even like it. He also dislikes my body. That's truly my misfortune.

Yes, I believe this thought touched me. I'm unpredictable when it comes to love and romance. One moment I find him lecherous and shallow, the next I think he’s refreshingly genuine.

I detest Kaka’s pretenses. He always smiles, so I particularly like men who don’t smile much. Maybe I do have some psychological issues.

I tried dating him, but oh my god, it was exhausting! I had no idea what to say to him. After just three days, I lost interest completely.

May 17, 2015

Today, I did a very foolish thing.

An incredibly stupid thing.

Mom and Dad went on a trip. Knowing that Uncle Chu Li and Aunt Rong Yan were out of town, I sneaked into Kaka’s house and slept in his room.

I’ve never done anything as foolish in my life. It was thrilling yet ridiculous to sleep in his bed. The whole room smelled like him and was filled with his presence.

This is Kaka's place, where I lay down on his bed.

With no one to confide in since I have no friends, I clung onto a picture of Kaka and talked nonsense all night. In the end, I fell into a hazy sleep.

I was taught badly by my tutor, it's the teenage years, and I deeply love an opposite sex individual.

My hormones are surging daily, making me feel very excited.

The last thought before falling asleep was...

This place belongs to Kaka, and one day I will do something with Kaka here.

May 18, 2015

I woke up in Kaka's bed for the first time, feeling wonderful and not wanting to leave all day long.

I accidentally knocked over Kaka's pen holder. A pen fell into a drawer where I saw an album that belongs to Hailan and Kaka. It was quite thick and full of pictures of Hailan and Kaka.

There were photos from when Hailan was just born up until her teenage years, every single one with a beautiful smile. As I looked at the photographs, I couldn't help but feel envious...

A golden boy and jade girl, an enviable couple.

I can't help but wonder when will my photo album be by Kaka's bedside

Hailan, Hailan, may we switch places in the next life

Let me become his fiancée.

June 17, 2015

I killed someone yesterday, Kaka. I'm not feeling well today.

July 27, 2015

Moxiaobai came to tell me that Kaka was coming back this month and I jumped with joy because he's finally returning. I am so happy.

Kaka, do you know

I'm very happy because I can see you again.

The feeling of being in love secretly is ambiguous yet beautiful. I've been poisoned and will never be able to recover from it.

Yesterday, while reading a book, I came across a sentence that thanked heaven for allowing me to meet you during my most beautiful years.

This sentence resonated with me deeply. I read it over and over again.

In the years of knowing you, they are all part of my best times.

August 3, 2015.

They say you're back, Aunt Rongyan also said that you've returned. Why haven't you come back yet It's already been six days, and I'm counting the days waiting for your return.

Annoying, annoying, so annoying...

I don’t have Mom’s grace; she never waits for anyone because she is very lucky to have Dad following her. She doesn't need to look back or wait for anyone. Even if she doesn't turn around, Dad will run after her with all his might.

What about you

If I don’t wait for you, would you chase me

Oh, I forgot, you rejected me.

So frustrating.

September 20, 2015.

You finally returned. Thank heaven; I flew to London but heard that as soon as you came back, you flew off to the Middle East on a mission.

You work with intelligence now.

Just like what I thought, with your meticulous mind, it's the perfect fit for intelligence work.

I won't bother you. Once you settle down, I’ll come looking for you.essCai Xiaojing gave a bitter smile. Who could guarantee anything When Warmth and Ye Feimo got married, they both promised to bring each other happiness, but what was the result of it all Were they ha...