The 541st Chapter

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Something happened, many people died, and you were in a bad mood. I called you to comfort you, but hearing your hoarse voice, I didn't know what to say.

I'm sorry, I don't know how to console someone.

You feel guilty, and I am sad too.

Dear, none of this is your fault. Don't blame yourself.

...

December 21, 2015

Xiao Bai said that you have a girlfriend now.

Her name is Fang Jiaqi.

I felt cold all over and a chill rose in my throat. I thought Xiao Bai was lying to me. How could you possibly have a girlfriend You love Hailan so much.

If it were Hailan, I wouldn't be jealous.

But why is it someone else

My heart shattered once again.

How ridiculous. Who cares about a broken heart Kaka, you didn't need to make it so obvious. If you wanted me to know that you have a woman, why use Xiao Bai's mouth

That hurts more than if you told me yourself.

The first time I hated you.

December 22, 2015

I really can't compete. Wanting to hate you for just one day is hard enough, and I couldn't sleep all night. Since you want me to know that you have a girlfriend now, what should I say to you

What would make you feel satisfied

Oh, congratulations.

Hmm, since you want to hear it, I'll tell you then.

I called you to congratulate you on your new girlfriend and hung up. Alone in the room, stiff as a stone, according to reason, after a breakup, I should be crying.

I regret to say that my upbringing never taught me what tears are.

I will forget you.

Starting today, I will take back all the love I have for you.

Forget about you.

Forget about you, forget about Kaka, forget about the past.

You don't love me, but I do love myself.

...

January 2nd, 2016.

The second day of the new year, and you actually brought your girlfriend to my house

Chu Nanfeng, you are quite something.

You are really something.

To match you, I will bring back my new boyfriend.

At the dinner table, you looked very unhappy and gloomy. Urban Fiction

Who made you upset

Oh, my boyfriend is an actor; it seems that the topics we discussed didn't interest you, so you got gloomy

I'm not the one who's gloomy, I accidentally got kissed on the cheek by him.

I hate being kissed by others.

I only like to kiss people myself.

...

January 23rd, 2016. New Year's Eve.

You came over for the New Year's Eve dinner with Uncle Chu and Aunt Rongyan today, bringing Fang Jiaqi made me angry, I didn't want to see anyone, even though I knew you were drinking downstairs, I was too lazy to go down, so I took a comfortable bath.

I never expected that when I came out of the bathroom, I would see you drunk.

You rarely drink, and even if you do, it's just a small amount, never getting drunk. I didn't want to see you in this state; your attitude was rather cold, but I couldn't have expected that you would suddenly hug me...

Kissing...

For the first time in my life, I understood how fast one's heart can beat and how I could be so infatuated by a kiss from you, losing all sense of direction.

I don't like being kissed.

But with you, I welcome every kiss without reservation.

You kissed my face, my chest, my abdomen... I knew what you wanted and wasn't going to refuse.

God knows how much I hate Fang Jiachi. If not for that phone call from her, we would have...

Two passionate young adults about to merge into one were interrupted by a phone call. Your consciousness seemed to clear; you looked at me blankly as the phone rang and then頹廢地抱著頭坐在那裡沉默著。

You appeared to be shocked by your own actions.

Fortunately, you didn't say sorry. If you had said "sorry" at that moment, I would have thrown you downstairs without a stitch on you.

Sex for men is not about love; it's just sex.

I understand this now.

Thinking further, I felt不甘心. Since the clothes were already off, might as well go all the way. So I started to retaliate.

The result was rather慘烈...

You weren't without reaction but firmly held back, unwilling to touch me.

However, you surprisingly enjoyed my kisses.

Sigh, if this were another man, I would think it's a tactic of欲擒故縱. But not with you; you're not that kind of person.

So men are like this.

No love is still possible for sex.

I get it now. What do I need to consider from then on

December 1, 2023.

Nisha Ke Na is a charlatan; she clearly said that this year I would have good fortune with romance, but apart from the one bad connection with Long Chengtian, there's no other romantic luck at all.

The real peach-blossom romance is when he also likes me back.

Anyone else doesn't count.

Long Chengtian is an interesting man. He shouted for vengeance after I killed his woman, truly brutal; his temperament somewhat resembles my handsome old dad's.

I seem to like him quite a lot, which surprises me. Normally teasing him was just playful banter, but when Qianqian died and saw him in despair, I actually felt a bit pained for him.

This isn't a good sign.

Am I changing my mind

Liking someone and loving them are separated by a thin line. I can like many people, but only one person can be the beloved in my heart. Could it be that one day, KaKa will retreat from my love

This thought flashed through my mind immediately.

I think, for this lifetime, I won't be able to fall in love with anyone else again.

...

June 12th, 2025

Sor-ry is the most hurtful three words in the world.

I hate these three words.

From now on, whoever says sorry to me will get a punch!

June 19th, 2025

I've decided to be friends with KaKa and retreat to the position of just being friends. I don't want to think about him anymore or love him anymore. Many years ago, I also wanted to give up, but in the end, I never made a decision.

I can't bear it.

How much I wish I could proudly tell you, KaKa: besides me, there's no woman who loves you more in this world; losing me is your loss.

But I don't have the courage to do so.

All these years, my youth has been spent on you. Why, when I look back once, are you unwilling

I can't help but think of Fei Mo and Nuannuan then.ckoned for Xiaonian to come over and hugged him tightly, pressing kisses on his face. "Good boy Xiaonian, I’ll miss you so much.""Xiaonian will also miss Auntie.""We pinky promise!"The little child ex...